Take me away!

Bad days haven't end, when the bad haven't gone.
FUCK and HELL!

My car was broken down again!
DAMN it!
Greeny will overnight at roadside tonight.

Thanks J for the night and the accompany.
I know,
he always tell that that's his responsibility as a boyfriend to take care of me.
I don't expect much,
since even my own mother is feeling annoyed with my call.

I was helpless,
I called,
I just need some advice telling me what should I do.
I called,
I just need to listen from them asking me not to worried
everything will be settled by tomorrow.

All I need is just a word of " DONT WORRY".

Just a word.
Even just a word,
I can't get it from my mother.
She is annoying with her job because it was peak period for the company,
yet I am still keep calling to her.
I am so sorry mother cos of make you fed up on me through out the day.

I was yelling by her and I said I will settle myself.
I was hurt and sad after off the conversation.
That's not what I want from her,
just a word to comfort,
so simple,
yet simple but yet hard for me to wait for it.

I hurt and cried beside J.
My heart was pain and disappointed.
So sorry mother,
I am scaring to back home and seeing you.
It makes me thinking of how cruel you are towards me.
Maybe you are thinking that I may get a help from J,
but it is different when there is from family.

I am jealous from others.
They have a happy family.
Mine,
is just a fake happily family.

I am sick and tired.
All I want is just run away.